Consider the story of , who in 2018 pieced together informant identities using cross-referenced court filings. He published what he called an "exclusive" list on a Substack. Within 72 hours, one of the names he published was found dead in a motel room. The coroner ruled it a suicide. The local PD suspected the cartel.

In the dark alleys of crime forums, behind the paywalls of True Crime enthusiast boards, and in the whispered conversations of courthouse clerks, one question gets asked more than any other: Where can I find the confidential informant list for my city?

When a police department seizes cash or cars based on a CI’s tip, that CI is often listed in the forfeiture complaint. By filing a public records request for all forfeiture affidavits from the last five years, you can sometimes compile a partial, historical list of informants—names redacted, but with their "handler ID" visible.

But does that list actually exist? And if it does, can you—a private citizen—legally get your hands on it?